Because of me*~*

Everything has been empty
now that you are gone
and it always seems to be my fault
every time something goes wrong

i always feel its my fault
every time i see someone sad
and things at home are not any better, it seems they are twice as bad

ever day after school
i just come home and cry
and my mom can always tell something is wrong, she can see it in my eyes

she asks me what is wrong
and i tell her i still can't get over you
she tells me it has been long enough, its something i have to do

i tell her that its lonely without you, but that i will really try
but deep inside i know that's not true, its all a big lie

so when she sees me come home depressed
she already knows the reason
and when i tell her you ruined my day, she blows up in my face again

she says the reason she is so irritated lately is because of my depressed mood
and when i really stop to think
i guess i never understood

my mood rubs off on everyone i talk to and everyone i see
and its not because of you i feel this way, its all because of me

i shouldn't let you get to me, let you get under my skin
i wont let you break through to my heart again, i will not let you in

i want to be bright and lively again
and i want to make people happy
and know that the reason for the smile on their face is all because of me