Cutting

The bloody trails on my wrist
they add up and form a twist

they will disappear as time goes by
but till then, im still cutting and wishing to die.

people question my pain, and some doubt my depression.
but just because you cant see the cuts sometimes it isnt an on going obsession.

so leave that alone, because its true that i can let a cut heal.
and sure enough, the pain remains real.

cause scars may fade, and my appearance can look clear.
but the pain still hurts, and down falls another tear.

so doubt my feelings, call me a liar
look at yourself, and realize death is my new desire.

know nothing is what it seems to be, and appearance is judging and you are really blinded by what you cant see

this is to all the poeple who think im not sad and who think i dont cut. just because i am no longer obsessed and i can let a cut heal. the pain is completely real.