Blades of life

Every last dream,
Every last wish,
Broken and twisted by you,
You've ruined everything we've ever had,
And to think,
I actually thought you were for real.

All I have ever done was love,
But it wasn't good enough,
You just kept on taking,
Until one day I had nothing left to give.

Nothing left but the tears in my eyes,
So I took the blades,
The blades of life,
To block the pain, to numb my heart,
To feel like I was me again.

So I had lost it all,
Everything I had ever cared for,
So it's over for me,
It's my time,
I had dreamed of a good life,
It was all meant to turn out fine.

Don't try and save me as I am completing this sin,
It's gone too far this time,
I hate my life and it's down to you,
Think about that.

So I tear the skin and the blood pours,
I can't even feel the pain,
And suddenly everything's gone
I'm never gonna wake up,
Finally out of this vicious circle of hate once and for all,
Goodbye baby, enjoy your life,
Live on without me,
And realise just what you have done.