What can I do to erase before?
How to make the wrongs right?
Is there, was there ever a way,
To forget the past, forget the fight.
There's a line I crossed,
Before I knew about boundaries,
I didn't know what I had lost,
And now we're forever enemies.
Every moment I've had to live,
Since that fatal immoral decision I made,
Was another reminder you'd never forgive,
So I strayed, my apologies delayed,
And life came to a full stop.
A single teardrop.
Is there a way for redemption now?
Have I fallen too far away for that?
For all I have now is a severed vow,
Have I lost my only link to humanity?
Knowing this is haunting me.
I can't wash away the past -
Like I washed the blood from my hands,
Do you remember my last?
I said that we could withstand.
...anything.
Regrets disgrace my very being,
I'd sacrifice my life to change that one night,
For that night I stopped existing,
I'm a fictional story asking for a rewrite.
Is it in my best or your worst intention,
That I take this time to apolgise,
I'm sorry.
Am I worthy of this redemption?