Not mine*~*

I hate the way we are over now
and that you just want to be my friend
i hate the way it seems my heart keeps breaking, it doesn't have time to mend

i hate the way you lie to me,
the way you do it so well
i hate the way you weren't there
the day my whole world fell

i hate it when i see you with her
laughing and having fun
i hate when i think about us before,
when i was your only one

i hate hearing songs about love or seeing picture with us together
i hate this feeling deep down in my soul, the feeling that i will never get better

i hate the way i cry so much
because i can't get over you
i hate the way you ended it,
you ended it too soon

i hate the way you promise me
you don't like another girl
but then you go to school the next day and start flirting with her

i hate the way i hurt so much
and you don't care a bit
i hate my life so much
and i hate you for ruining it

but i know that's not the truth,
when i look deep down i find
i really don't hate you at all
i just hate that you're not mine