Your the waves at the ocean.
I'm the sand at the beach.
And like always, I thought you'd drift back to me.
I believed that for so long,
but now I know I'm wrong.
I'm writing a poem,
but my heart sings a song.
W/out you I'm weak.
W/ you I'm strong.
Your words in my head,
repeat on and on,
and I finally understand
cause now your gone.
Since your gone,
I'm missing and wishing,
you were still here.
This time I'll listen.
Theres proof in these tears.
This is more than crying.
My eyes are pissin.
Watch every tear,
as they glisten.
I've always said,
I wouldn't make the same mistake.
I phukd up again.
My promises were fake.
Just cause I broke promises,
doesn't mean I tried.
I haven't left my bed.
I'm sorry that I lied.
Sorry isn't enough.
I don't know what is.
Your hearts a jar,
w/ a glued on lid.
I didn't mean anything.
I'll take back everything I said.
I never see you anymore.
Unless your in my head.
Now I'm thinking of you,
while I look at clouds and stars.
You made everything easy.
Now, sleeping is hard.
You made me feel like a full deck.
Now, I feel like the Joker card.
Every single centimeter of my heart is scarred.
Because of my stupidness,
I couldn't keep you close.
Your like the bottle of pills,
I used too much and I should have over-dosed.
Now I feel regret.
I'll regret till I'm a ghost.
I got other friends out there,
but you meant the most.
