Newest thought of desire

It's not a physical desire,
it's to know that i am simply
wanted.
it's not an emotional desire,
its simply to know that you need
me.
at this point i am alone within
myself,
and there's no one here willing to
dig me out,
i wish that when you see me you could just let me know with
your eyes,
but that seems to be too much to
ask from this strong guy.
i wont do this if i don't feel
something soon,
because you seem to have cared
for me more before we were
even close.
you seem to turn away when you
know i need you most.
i don't expect you to open up
and touch me with that
desire you told me you hold,
but do expect to feel a longing so
simply when you have me in
your arms.
because this is something you
don't choose to give out but un-
knowingly do,
you have to understand what i
seek from you.
really it isn't a lot,
but i think your confused or blind,
so-so
it isn't much...
but to really know,
what is your thoughts of me
through I, the way that you
hold.