I use to try and hide the tears
Try to never let anyone else see my pain
But now I don't care
My tears of pain fall to the ground like rain
Making a huge puddle
My puddle of tears
No one even tried to help
As my ending nears
But no one knows
How much pain I have concealed
Even I don't remember
But one day it will all be revealed
So now i sit here and remember all the fear
The fear which has eaten me up
When I think about it, it make me wanna cry
All the tears inside could fill up a cup
All the hatred that has been shown
Will one day be all in the past
nothing will matter
because my ending is coming so fast
It all begins to scare me
When will be my last day?
I know that heaven awaits
Until then my tears will fall everyday
The only one who truly cares is the lord
He knows all that is wrong
he knows what makes me sad
All i know is that it wont me to long
I will be gone soon
How many people will miss me?
More than likely no one
Because they don't care, will they ever see?
Ever see me for who I can be?
ever love me for who I am?
All I can be is me
I will never change me; all I can be is all I can be
~Valerie
This poem makes me sound very sad and sorta depressed I'm not at all like this.
