A Silent Tear..

Once again a silent tear goes by..
i look at you and wonder why..
i tried so hard to prove you wrong..
you had my motives so high strung..

there you go let me down..
there i go just shut up. don't make a sound..
i tried my best to make you proud..
you laugh at my dreams right out loud..

ashamed of me?
everyone can see..

i can see it in your eyes..
looking at you makes me just wanna die..
i look at you...
i look at me..
i look away so you cant see..

so you cant see the sorrow that lingers inside me so...
the part of me that feels so disappointed..
so disjointed....

ill go to my room .
stream down tears.
the violent shake of my silent fears..

oops there i go let it all out..
what the **** am i on about?
I'm a big girl.
shut up and just act brave for the world.

turn off the light.
and lock the door.
just cry..no one will know tonight...