In the back of my mind
I've been trying to find
why things went wrong for me
what did i do to deserve this life
i could end it all with just a slit of
a knife
even tho I'm out of it now
the pain still remains
they think its better for me here
but they didn't know about the tears
they will never know how i feel
they took away my family
my last ounce of hope
I'm at the end of my rope
it may have been empty
but its what i was waiting for
she would get better
they would come back
i could leave this place
together we would be
but instead,
goodbye to the hope
she is not back
they are still there
i am still here
we didn't deserve this
what did we do
in the end it makes me strong
sometimes i wonder how i do it all
what keeps me from that long long fall, how can i stand tall?
i guess for now
this is how it has to be
they all so blind
