Pop-Pops Little Angel

All my life i was your angel
first born grandchild
spoiled all my life
you would take me to the park
weather it was day or dark
after that, ice cream down the street

you were always around
no need to frown
those summer days, when u taught me how to swim
i trusted u not to let me drown

you would pick me up from school
day after day
even when u forgot me sometimes
i would always forgive you
id get in the car
you ask me what i learned
everyday the same thing "nothing"

all those memories remain with me
but once she died, u just cried
up in her room old tapes you would watch
you would never come down
u did let me drown.........

then she came along
you were never home
you left me alone
she was gone and u were too

now Ur married i don't see you
no more trips to the park
with ice cream afterwords
no more swimming at the pool
or u picking me up from school
i would tell u everything i learned just for u to come get me one last time

i guess I'll have to accept the fact
that not only is she gone but you are two
i didn't loose one, but both of you
Jesus Christ u do not know what i would do!!!!!!

i just want to be pop pop's little angel again*