What i couldn't say

"Give me your hand
For you hold my heart
Take me away
Let's never part"

I remember when
I was feeling that way
When I never had
The courage to say

"I love you so much
I always will"
Too bad I couldn't tell you
The way I would feel

Instead what did I do
I pushed you away
All because
What I couldn't say

When I couldn't say it
I couldn't show
How did I
Expect you to know

I should have known
What I had done
For now I've lost
Who I thought was the "one"

I feel so embarressed
I feel so ashamed
I thought all along
You could change

And I still love you
After what you did
I still crave you
Even though you hid

If I had told you more often
Or showed you I cared
Maybe you wouldn't have left
You might still be here

But I drifted apart
You found someone new
But I hope you know
I never stopped loving you

But now as I think
It didn't have to end this way
If only I had said
What I couldn't say...