This isn't friendship

You wasn't there for me
when i needed you most
you walked right past me
as if i was a ghost

i listened to them laughing
heard a kid call out my name
i got the true punishment
i always get the blame

you all pushed too hard this time
now i'm going home
where my memories remain
always left alone

miles away from all this crap
no worries in my mind
there's just an empty space
the piece is hard to find

someone who will see me
and hold me when i cry
not one of them who walk by me
and wish for me to die

from what i know
friendship is a lie
people who don't really care
but say it in a sigh