Trust was a Dream

by Psymon   Mar 19, 2006


Uncertain
broken
distracted from being
Doubtful as to where I am
lost in space
in a claustrophobic place
emptiness echoing around me
I once knew
who I was
I once knew
where I was going
but I've stepped off that path
fallen by the way
struggling deep in a forest
of thoughts
screaming in my mind
each clamouring for attention
vying for a part to play
while I ignore as best I can
the call to jump
to dive
to burn
to crash
to sleep
endlessly
when I look outside
nothing has changed
or altered...
the sky is still blue
the sun shining
birds singing
wind brushing trees gently
it's only inside
where I choose to hide
that everything appears abnormal
beyond recognition
friends who were so
are no more
because I don't come up to expectations...
not even my own
a million miles from home
on an alien world
where a smile can mean anything
where words are meaningless
sounds to fill in the silence
at least silence is honest...
trust was a dream
I once seemed to share
love turned away
perhaps sensing the tragedy
that was sent to me
a lesson, so it's said
learn well or do it again
and again
and again
until I accept the inevitable
open again
to open myself
to feel my heart skip a beat

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  • 18 years ago

    by xDryTearsx

    This was an amzing write wow i loved reading every word of it i dunno why it has such a low rating i rate it a 5!
    Btw thanks for your comment i appreciate it

  • 18 years ago

    by sammiej

    Wow u rock...