Not Who You Wish I Am

Alone Here I stay,
Kept silently locked away,
Never will i be,
the someone you see,
never will you notice the truth, behind these eyes of my youth,
who is that little girl you seek,
her i shall never locate in this bleak,
for i am now entirely bind,
into my careless convinced mind,
of what is never to be,
of the child u wish was me