It was you that made me feel like this
It was you that gave me pain
It was you that made me hurt myself
And you that made me ashamed
You made me sad with your treacherously spoken utterance
You made me weep until I almost drowned with sorrow
I asked myself what I did to make you angry, but the answer was unknown
I begged you for forgiveness, to put an end to my misery
You never told me why you treated me like s**t
So its your turn to feel like me
Itâ??s your turn to feel small and want to skip life till the end
My heart was ripped and my soul eternally lost
You poisoned my mind against me
Each day I was dying inside
You brought me down to self hatred
I couldnâ??t believe the friendly face was all a lie
I was young then
You made me believe this was how life was meant to be
And the older I got
The more depression dived inside my heart, swallowed my happiness whole
As the blazing sun turned to razor icicles
My heart bled more with the pain from your devouring words
And the more it went on the more I was wounded deeper
The further I bled from every inch of my skin
The sound of laughter from my voice ceased to exist any longer
The hatred built up
But this time it was not for me
The only thing I despised was you
And now the world has shown it cruelest
The burning inside me will not stop until I get what I want
No one can know what has happened just yet
So sleep tonight knowing that you did this
Hear the saviour coming for me
Itâ??s time to get what Iâ??ve always wanted
This will be the last time for everything
Because Iâ??m gone and so are you
It ends here.
