Things are never what they seem

My eyes are red
From tears welled up inside
They are finally shed
Defining all the lies
Please do not say your sorry
Because you will just do it again
Pour acid on my wounds
As they finally started to mend
You jus can not handle me when im whole
So in breaking me you take pride
You managed to destroy my soul
The only thing that was truly mine
You now behold it
Control it with what I feel
This is not just another sonnet
This is the real deal
This is the true me
The one that no one sees
The one who cries
Sometimes falls to her knees
I am weak and naïve
Yet my anger is unheard
You will never see me grieve
Yet on the inside I burn
If this aint what your used to
Deal with it
Cause itâ??s the real me
I aint gonna change for you
Not anymore
If you cant take it
I aint stoppin you
Theres the door
Wait no
I shouldnt have said that
I need you
Dont leave
I may appear strong
But things are never what they seem
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