I May Be A Sister But You ll Never See A Friend

You always think you know better
But you dont understand
You think your right
Without any facts
You believe in your own judgments
As you convict all I do
Your so self righteous
You make your own rules
Seeing all I do wrong
A favorite hobby
Expecting all I do right
An easy task
You dont care for me at all
Though I know you love me
You dont like me I know
I know as a fact
I may be your sister
But youll never see a friend
My heart pleads with you
To except me and what I do
But all you see is a misfit
That will never belong
I pray for you to care
To see through my smiles
And notice all my tears
You deny all weakness
As I learned from you
I hide all my pain
Bottle up my hurt
I know you see the real me
Ignoring it as you do
My heart breaks
A thousand times a day
Every time I see a photo
Every time I am reminded
The brother who could have had better
But got me by mistake
You deserve it all and a whole lot more
Im sorry I was born and still am alive
Im sorry I broke the family and hurt you
Im sorry for it all.