At the edge...

My mind is going crazy,
The plane is going down...
Feels like nobody can save me,
Maybe this is the last round...

I really can't take much more
Of this 2 faced family,
What do i even care for?
Why are these thoughts still happening...

You don't want to love me, fine
I'll be fine on my own
I'll live life, but only mine!
I'll walk through this hell alone!

I'm standing at the edge
I can see miles of silence
I'm looking down the ledge
WISHING i could unwind this...

Where's the rewind button?
Where's the part where i smile?
This isn't what i am wanting...
I've put up with this uselessness for a while...

At the edge, i can let out a scream
That will echo for miles...
I can let off all of this steam
And try for laughter and smiles

But here's the tricky part of this
And this is where it goes wrong...
If i get one more cheap shot and miss,
Then I'll be off this ledge i walk along

My heart hurts from the pain I've been through
And i just can't take anymore
It's sad, but completely true
It's hell down to the core

I'm patiently waiting
At the edge that i stand
And I'm just anticipating
To reach out for a helping hand...