Every time I think that I can move on
Something happens
And I realize
That I am weak,
I am afraid
That no matter how hard I try
I cannot seem to get over you.
Why does my head do this to me?
I wish I could follow my heart
No matter how hard I try
I seem to keep making it worse,
Instead of better.
I tried to make the pain stop
I tired to find another one to love.
But I seemed to hurt my self more
And my heart just keeps on aching
What if I am always like this?
What if I cannot move on?
Will I be able to survive
Knowing that I was once happy
That I was once loved?
But the past seems to keep affecting me
I wish I could go on,
I wish I could forget
So that maybe,
I have something to live for in the future.
