Careless

She lives a dolled up life
in a made up world
with a fked up heart;
depressed little girl

shes a new born saint
with stains on her sleeve
all alone in this life
theres nothing she believes

im a pretty little angel
with everything to hide
all my pleasant smiles
with death by my side

nothing left to hold on
the roses in her cheeks
they bloom with such grayness
nothing left in her reach

around her theres light
but she lives in a hole
she digs herself deeper
this she cannot control

i live my life short
for my time, it is near
and my drum it beats
for death, it is here.

what such a shame it is
that you didn't know
all the little girls smiles
she put on quite a show

you never would've guessed
that shes so good at hiding wounds
you have to often wonder
as she lay in her tomb

how long did it go on, you ask
my sorrow and my pain
and the reason for what i've done, you wonder
does it have a name

but these questions, you'll always have
cause there, i lay with death
you should've seen it coming
you never did care i guess.

care enough to see me dieing
inside and out
to see that i've lost
the map to my route

care enough to see i'm falling
away from myself
to see my heart stop beating
my breath, it has left.