Standing out side where Ive have always been all the deep emotions in my head start to crash in the sound of nails on a chalk board loud in my head if Ur words hurt me i could already be dead i would be bleeding from the ears from the pain with every new truth eyes closed clenched tight i cant even seem to scream or put up a fight standing out side where i feel i have always been all the emotions start to crash in cold gusts of darkness holding me tight making sure my eyes stay closed so i don't let in any light rain drops falling from the dark sky landing everywhere mocking my eyes i hat who i am and who u don't know if u were invisible the real me might show u could see who i am when i think Ur not here u could see the heat i have inside is filled with deep blue dispaire light flashes in an instant b4 my eyes the memory of my past knows no lies its the One thing That knows my rights and wrongs its he one think that shows me id never quiet belong what makes a heart hurt so much u want it to stop what makes u want to die and never have another thought the darkness Shields light as lies cover Truth coved in a deep red is where i hold all my secrets standing out side where Ive always been all the deep emotions in my head start to crash in how can i survive in this harsh world when i cant even escape my self
