I used to cut myself u know i had 13 scares lucky 13 i tried to over does u know it didn't work i still have a knife u know in my pillow just Incase i haven't used it not yet i might never use it who knows i like the rush u know the rush of blood leaving the rush of knowing that Ur close to death its like a high only different but i don't want to leave my friends sometimes i wish i didn't have any then it would be so much easier so much easier to leave
