Why do you do this?Why do you promise me things, and then always break them?why am I always the one left crying?why do you always make me feel like youdont love me?But when you get mad and say that you do love me,how do you expect me to belive you, if you do all the things I ask you not to.I do love you.But I can't keep fighting,I can't keep crying.I know that you do love me,but I just feel like its not the same way you used to.You promised you'd try harder to talk to me more about things going on, you promised you'd stop the fights.You promised me that the fights between us would stop.You promised things would get better.I don't want to get you mad the promises you made to me.Why, why is it so hard to do? I keep my promises, and you should know that I do.Please hun, just let me love you, except the fact that I do love you.Why is it so hard to do? I don't understand. And how do you expect me to love you fully if you wont let me? Please just tell me that.I need to know.I know you love me, but are you still truly in love with me? I know you said you are.But are you sure you truly still want me, out of no one else in this world? And are you sure that you really do want me to love you?
I know you might be thinking right now.."oh my god, why is she saying this, she knows I love her.I bet this is how she feels about me."
but this is how I feel, i just want you to keep your promises, things were going so great, and I don't understand how in just one night, everything you promised goes down the drain.you told me we'd work things out together, what happened to all that? you know you can call me. why didn't you jus tell me what was going on?I'm trying my best to be here all the time baby...I just want to love you.
