Today

*You know who you are...i hope you see this and realize what im trying to get at. let me care for you *

Today I woke up dry eyed
Left from the night before, as i cried
Thinking of the worst that could happen

My heart started skipping beats
This pain is one i tried not to repeat
And i can\'t help but hope and pray
That you become mine along the way

Went out and tried to clear my mind
Haunting thoughts following me, i tried to find,
The solution to this whole problem

Screaming and crying on the inside i decide..
To tune world out, go get high
As i blow smoke to the sky i think of you and i,
And all the things that happened, to only turn back time

But your eyes had me mezmirised, kindled the fire,
Brought out the love that i had inside
As we kissed i felt the connection stronger i had always known
that my heart would make you it\'s home

I will always feel safe in your arms
kiss your soft lips and feel the love all night long
I know right now things don\'t seem right
But im willing to stand by you, help you get through this fight

With no other person i\'d rather be
I pray to God to keep you here with me
Ask for assistance, hope he has chose to listen
to all my pleas and help me that so i can heal him
Feel the pain inside as me soul cries
Tears fall from my eyes
Show the hurt inside

Reach to the sky, feel the warmth inside
Telling me to relax, have no fear inside
Look up to the sky see a sign from God

As i Hold the L in my hand all these thought collide
take a puff feel haze and let my thoughts fly
Still crying deep inside but i put that aside
as i start to fly, sit back and think of you and i

*I Love You Please Let Me Help You*

* you wrote one, so should i *

Dear God

Someone i care for is hurting inside, please forgive him and i and let you intentions become clear, be there for him, and let him know i care. Lead him on the path you have chosen, and bless him that he might be himself again, the wonderful person i have so much love for. please hear my prayers and let me accept all the things he chooses, and let me always be there to listen to him. Amen

* I Love You *