Just my father's x wife

Mommy where are you?
I've been looking for you all my life
i don't care if you want to be with that man
i just want you to come be our mother
maybe you don't remember
but I'm the youngest of the four
i am happy if you have truly found love
i was just kind of hoping we'd be apart of your life too
considering how much we miss you
it's great if you want to be his wife
but mama please try and also be apart of our life
I've been running searching for you
we were almost a family but you disappeared again
mommy please don't go
please just stay...please i beg you
don't go away
laura and i were raised by 2 7 yr old boys
father was kind of there
but he tried to make up for it with toys
but we still miss you mother dear
will you not come just cause i want you here?
mommy please stop leaving us on our own
we just want you to finally come home
they don't want you here cause maybe they forgot you're our mother
but i still want you here or have you forgotten too?
mommy where did you go
please at lease come see your family
yeah we're broken but they say they are happy
but i think those words or not felt but simply said
but that's a secret they'll keep till they're dead
mommy i miss you so much
and yet i feel as though I've never even met you
i remember when you swept me into you arms and off my feet
mama i can still remember falling asleep to your heart beat
I've been looking for my mother all my life
but all i have found is my father's x wife