Love till the end

Our relationship to you was just a game
wake me up i pray this is just a dream
do you even know the feeling of shame?
i stand in front of my mirror to scream

but what am i screaming at, is it myself?
my reflection is staring past me
i turn around and look at the shelf
a picture of you smiling so happily

You introduced me to my new obsession
cutting and seeing the crimson red
thank you for all my depression
that will one day leave me dead

I sat there holding my wrist
which wouldnt stop bleeding
and all you could do was get mad
about how much you were greiving

Its not that you left me all alone
but the fact that when you left
you werent on your own

you didnt just leave me for another
not just a stranger but my bestfriend
why him, you could have had any other
to this day i still wish you two would end

i dont need to sleep to dream of you
i dont need to be a genius to know we\'re through
but forever and ever you\'ll be in my heart
you can be the little engine that just wont start

If i swollowed a hundred razor blades
would you hear about it the next day?
if you even bothered to show up to my funeral
would you have somthing to say?

you were the bullet that said the good-byes
and turned into every tear that left my eyes

your the noose that hangs above my bed
that will one day be there to rest my head

your the knife that makes my wrists shake
which creates the wounds that keep me awake

forever and to the end
good-bye to you my love
and my friend