RIP...

Your really gone,
No one really knows,
How everything goes.
How one night you were holding me,
The next I would be crying,
Slowly dying.
I'm still in shock,
I don't go a day without thinking about you,
I remember our amazing times two.
Sometimes my tears roll down my face for no reason,
They just start to fall,
As I sit in my room waiting for you to call.
I wish it was all a dream,
But I know its not,
I just let the razor drop.
I'm torn to pieces,
I'm a girl with a split heart,
Knowing that we are so far apart.
Why do I hurt like this,
This shouldn't be real,
The feelings that I now feel.
You were so young,
And that makes me sadder,
But when you love someone like I loved you nothing else matters.
They will never know
How much I loved you,
How much I cared.
They will never know
About my pain,
About my broken heart.
They will never know
How much I cried,
Just lying on my bed
And thinking of you . . .
with a gun to my head!
I Love you,
No one really knows,
What the pressure is...
But always know,
That you will always be in my heart,
Even though we are so far apart..