You died at 18

You died at 18
And broke all our hearts
It tore me to peices
It tore me apart
You were supposed to be there always
Someone I could talk to
Now noone is there
You don't know how much I miss you
It isn't fair to hurt like this
This pain shouldn't be real
It shouldn't exist
I can't talk to anyone about how I feel
They would all think I was crazy
Because I was young when you died
I shoudn't know what kind of pain to feel
I know I was young
And that makes me sadder
But when your so close to someone
Nothing else matters
You were so young and didn't deserve to die
But there is always a reason and only God knows why