Thanks for nothing.

I cried to sleep that night,
the big, round moon my only light.
I prayed before i fell asleep to make my dream come true,
that my pain and past may undo.
Or maybe someone to take that pain away,
and my life will be perfect by day.
I've always wanted for a friend like you,
someone the let me feel that I'll always be a two,
my pair that love and share,
their pain, their smile and care.
I finally found a perfect friend,
his listening ear; never failed to lend.
Was this a dream come true or was i fast asleep?
We became best of friends,
and we promised, no matter what, we'll be there in the end
and heal each other's broken heart.
We were so close, nothing could pull us apart.
Then one day, everything was a Deja vu,
my world caved in, but you didn't come to my rescue.
Maybe it was me, maybe it was you,
but whatever it was, i wished it wasn't true,
i wished this was all a dream,
and i was in bed, fast asleep,
i thought we were made for each other,
but really you were no one better than the others,
you came and went,
i keep dying inside.
was this how fairy tales end?
because i cant live any longer pretending,
with you in my life, you made me feel worse,
if only i could reverse this whole time.
Just wanted to say, thanks,
thanks for nothing.

*this one was written for the times i felt left out with people and it means alot to me, so i hoped you guys liked it too*