The Fate Is...

I bet you didn't know,
That while your fast asleep.
I'm sitting up alone.
Thinking about the big leap.

Every night I dream,
About something that tears me apart.
The way it feels is extreme,
It always breaks my heart.

You sit there and you stare,
into the great big sky.
Wishing I was there,
but all I do is cry.

I'm off in my own place,
my nothingness of me.
Waiting to see the face,
of how my life is gonna be.

But I can't predict anything,
how things in the end will be.
I feel to blame for everything.
I wish you never had to meet me.