Stuck

Stuck in this spider's web
And no way to get out
Stuck, and my life will ebb,
And inside I'm full of doubt.

Everything I say is wrong
Nothing I do is good
Even in my songs
I'm always misunderstood.

No one seems to care
And no one wants to know
This just isn't fair!
I can't even follow the flow.

I don't want to do this
I've lost all of my will.
I'm falling back into the abyss,
'Cos the road of life is all uphill.

They won't let me cut, or drink,
Do they want me to be depressed?
My mind's dark, i can't think.
I am anything but blessed!

Now please leave me alone,
And give me my knife
I am not yours to own,
So pleasse give me back my life.

You say you always loved me.
Maybe that's even true,
But i'd much rather be free,
Than smothered by you.

Please comment, i like praise, but if you have any suggestions for improvement, i always like to hear them!