It had been rough lately,
it was truely hard,
but i was willing to deal,
for i really loved you.
although it just got worse,
everyday,
until that one day,
when you finally had enough.
how do you think our relationship,
is going at the moment?
i dont no i relpied....
i guess we fight a lot,
we dont see eachother much...
its hard.
do you think its right,
to keep going on this way?
i honestly dont know what do you think?
\'i want you to be happy\' i replied
this decision should be made by both of us
what we both think is right, you say,
but im not sure...all i know is that i want you to be happy,
some way from that ill be happy.
so that was it,
we broke up,
my heart ached from that moment on,
i cried everyday.
you still msged me though,
you still wanted to be friends,
but it was sooo hard for me,
why could my heart not mend?
then a week from the day,
when \'we\' came to an end,
you called me and told me
i love you,
i miss you,
why do i still have feelings for you?
why did i break up with you?
why was i so stupid?
and now i dont know how you feel
i dont know if you have another,
i dont know if you want me...if you want us.
of course i still wanted us
i would always want an us
so together again
happy again.
the next day was torture
when you called and said we had to talk.
my heart sunk
i felt sick
as you told me the story of you dad,
how he didnt want us to be together,
for whatever reason,
i cried my heart out, for now it was broken.
you told me not to cry...
when you were crying too
we both wanted eachother..
it was just not fair.
we went out as few days later with frirends,
still you held my hand,
stil you caleed me babe,
still you told me you loved me.
from the look in your eyes,
that day on the bus..
you stood outside and blew me a kiss,
i thought i had you...but then i remembered.
and now im so confused,
i cry everyday,
i dont want to want you,
but i have no choice.
i honestly dont know if you still love me,
but its the only thing that helps me carry on,
for you always,
my heart will burn....
