I Should Leave

Crying all my tears away.
Pushing you the other way,
Cutting all my fears.
Holding all that I feel
Barely anything in my life is real.
expected for the pain.
Its taking over.
and washing me down the drain.

physical,mental,and emotional.
its hurts all over.
My eyes hurt from crying,
my wrist hurt from bleeding,
My heart hurts because I'm dying.

i am lonely and out in the cold,
I have nobody to hold.
I'm trying to be bold,
but my life isn't that gold.

I ask my self why am I hurting so much?
I thought I had a special touch,
I thought people did love me.
But I guess that was another lie,
they watch me dying,
They don't even care.
why don't you freaking people SHARE!

my wrist are bleeding,
my heart is fading,
my soul has been eaten up,
and spit right back out.

I cant think but about the bad..
I just can't stop with out being sad.
I'm always mad.

I want to feel loved.
i want god to see me.
I want it from above.
I never meant to hurt any one,
but seems to me thats all I'm doing,
I can never make any one happy,
i always make some one feel crappy.

maybe if I do leave,
everyone will have smiles on there face.
instead of frowns.
and disgraces.

:emokid:

Just about everything right now. I feel like All I do is hurt people that I do care about.