Everyday

You were once near
But now your not here
You left me all alone
To fend on my own

You see me everyday
Yet you never stop to say hey
We use to be so close
Now am I to boast?

Should I cry
Because you never say hi?
Should I be sad
Because of what we never had?

At one time you gave me strength
You saw what was beneath
But now i am weak
And wonder what I seek

Will I ever love again?
If so when will this all begin?
What do I behold?
How would want be to hold?

You use to be my night and day
Now what do you have to say?
You were my twenty-four seven
You made me feel closer to heaven

I use to wait for you to call
And when you didn't I began to fall
I was holding onto a dream
That at one time was way to keen

You were on my mind every hour
And filled with so much power
You made me fill invincible
But now I am invisible

Or at least in your eyes
We said so many "goodbyes"
You broke my heart
Smashed it with a cart

A cart full of hate
I was just your fishing bait
Someone to fall back on
Well boy that ain't to much fun

You treated me like dirt
Especially because you were a big flirt
Why weren't you just faithful?
When you lied it made it even more hateful

Well now its over
I will again have another
But that will have to wait
Until I Regan some more faith

~valerie
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