Im not forgetting you!

Well, you hate me!
You, are my brother and you hate me
How, could you think i would forget you bub
Why would you do this
How could you hurt me this much
my life fell apart the day you left
and now to know that you hate me for stupid reasons is just making me wanna die even more!
I love you with all my heart
i could never forget you
no matter how much i wanted to
i NEVER could!
you were my life
To be honest no, i don't know what to say to you
how am i supposed to know what to say to someone who hates me and thinks i forgot about them
I'm not forgetting YOU
I'm not forgetting what you did for me
or how much you loved me
But i am forgetting how much i meant to you,
and how much i needed you
I'm forgetting the memories
i don't know why I'm forgetting but i am..
so no, I'm not forgetting you per-say i couldn't ever!
i will always remember you and your heart!
i just cant remember nothing else
i wanna forget
i don't wanna be sad anymore
I'm tired of crying over you
especially since you don't even care now
i wanna be through with it
its finally time for me to let go
I'm sorry brother, just know i will always love you
you will always be my brother in my heart
you will always be a part of me
But, i have to let you go!