Im Wind Blown

I have been dishonest.
Not to you but to myself.
I don't know if I should trust, the things I've put away on a shelf.

I've been told told I was a liar,
on some important things.
Only to make myself higher.
To soar with the largest wings.

Someone once called me shallow.
Whats that supposed to mean?
I have a disappearing halo,
it never meant anything.

I've tried to be the best,
at everything I've ever known.
Life is no contest,
I should be in the wind, blown.