It just gets worse

If I change, will one give up?
If I look different, will one not care about me?
If I tell the whole story, will I still be lonely?
If I give in to both of them, will they hate?
If I crumble, will one of the two hold me for once?
If I scream, will one come running?
If I run away, will both forget me?
If I cut deeper, will I be saved?
If I bleed, will one run?
If I stop breathing, will I stop his pain?
If I die, will the problem be solved?