In the Dark.

I can't breath, I can't see.
I feel my wrists, I made them bleed.
I feel the cold cement floor.
I feel my tears and think of what I had to live for.
I feel myself scream harder than I ever have.
Than I feel warm hands , a voice yells out my name, it's my dad.
I feel him hug me and cry it was the first time Ive heard him cry.
I feel him squeeze me , yelling and screaming, "why god? Why?"
Than I open my eyes I'm standing beside my lifeless body and my dad.
And I think of the life I never had.
Than I bend down and whisper in his ear.
"I'm sorry I felt as if it was my time." and he hears.
He looks around with tears running down his chin.
"bye hunnie I will miss you his says with a sad grin.
"bye" I say as i walk to wards that famous white light.
I'm happy now because I'm coming out of the dark, out of the night