Happiness doesnt wait forever

Its better of this way
me dieing and you staying here
i promise this is the way it was supposed to happen
im sorry i just cant find happiness anywhere

the cuts on my wrists they prove my real pain.
making me more and more somewhat insane.

its hard being here and thinking i can live till tomorrow.
being here is making me suffer with so much pain and sorrow

so take me away in that hurse.
dont make me stay here when i will only become worse.

there will be a note ill leave to you all,
you will understand my pain the day i fall.

im sorry nothing could make me happier
and trust me i couldnt help but wonder.

wonder if i could have ever had a chance to have a best friend.
wonder if i would have been able to make it all the way to the end.

and wonder if there was ever a chance to be happy.

well it just doesnt matter anymore because now ill die
and dont bother crying now, because you didnt care to when i was a live.

so live with my death and tuck yourself under that cover, and remember happiness doesnt wait forever