I´m in such shock!!!!!!!!!

I don´t know what to say
Everything I´m thinking
I can´t speak it´s like
someone just put me on mute
I´m in such shock I don´t
even know were to start
should we talk, fight, what?
I can´t stand all of this
What did I do for all of this?
The only thing I know that I did was have feelings for you
But no you didn´t see it that way
You ignored it all when
you kissed her
you acted as if I didn´t have a part in your life
I know you regret it
and doesn´t know what the hell to say
But please tell me
why, why , why?
Why me?
I thought I was different from all those girls
that we were serious
you knew how I felt
How much I wanted to be with you

(Even though he kissed another girl I still love him with all me heart.!!!!!!!)