I want-

I want you to see my soul through my eyes,
not make it seem as though i am as empty as i feel.
i want you to hold with passion,
not embrace me while i hold back my tears.
i wish you could see when I'm lying and not take it like I'm fine,
i wish you could understand my jokes as a plain cry telling you I'm not alright.
i want you to get me before i get myself,
i want you to save me,
your all i have left now,
the only trust ill give is wrapped around your heart,
the only kiss ill give is awaiting your lips,
the love for you is what i am afraid to give.