Ive never loved anyone as to that i love you Ive felt things Ive never felt and you made me think of how special i was to you you said i will always love you. i have to wonder did you fell out of love with me when you were grounded or was it just instinct cause you loved me that Thursday night before you broke up with me. you went with that its not you its me i never wanted to hurt you i know i should be telling you this but i cant come straight its hard for me to tell you what i feel , i wish i could but i can i want to tell you i want to ask questions i ant to know everything
but you just sit there wanting to know whats going on i cant come clean i wish you were easy to talk to like how you were easy to talk to when we were going out you know more about me than any guy has ever known me, you you asked my friends what i was like but you never asked me i didn't know your friends and i couldn't ask them i had to figure out for myself.
i know i said i wanted a slow relationship and you respected that and i thank you but if it wasn't slow what would of happened i wanted you to see that I'm still crazy over you but my friends say to me he his not right for you you could do much better but i know i can but you can help fate or feelings. I wish you saw all these to see how i feel but I'm scared of showing you but you need to know.
these feelings are true they are not fake Ive been treaded like crap you helped me to be released and now i have exams coming up and All that is on my mind is you which is hard i should say this to you when i talk to you next just to work my confidence up to ask you out was hard for me i like someone else as well but i know ill never see as to i haven't seen him in months but yeah but i still love you more maybe its lust i haven't a clue but you will be my one and only soul mate
