I walk into the livingroom,
Knowing that you'll be coming home soon,
What kind of mood will you be in?
Again will you be pointing out my every sin?
Just then your choking presence surrounds me,
Beating my mind mercilessly,
I crawl into my safe refuge,
Trying to hide myself from you,
Home isn't like it used to be,
When did it change so quickly?
Cold glares recieved,
Kind words decieved,
I sit inside my empty shell,
Crying and questioning your hell,
Kicking and screaming in my mind,
I want your words to be left behind,
To never again haunt me,
To never again relive those memories,
The cracks in the walls begin to split and bleed,
If only I could be freed,
Yet for now I must stay,
Stay to write another day.
