My life was going good,
there was nothing really bad,
I was smiling and laughing,
I was no longer down and sad.
Funny how that changed,
In just a blink of an eye,
How it happened so fast,
I don't know how or why.
My dark days were gone,
Far back in the past.
I didn't think they'd ever come back
But the dark days are back,
and they're darker than before.
I hate this so much,
I can't take it anymore.
I try my hardest to win this fight,
But i end up giving in
to the darkness of night.
I cry as i try to fight the temptation,
Relief at my fingertips,
that would give me the sensation.
The sensation that
everything was fine,
That the happiness I had,
could once again be mine.
My blue tears turn to crimson red,
As i slide down next to my bed.
I stare down at what I've done.
I can't believe the darkness won,
But even though this was my defeat
I feel such a sweet relief.
I gave in to this fight,
I couldn't be strong,
But all of my stress
and pain was gone.
On the outside,
everyone thinks that
everything's fine,
but underneath my smile,
is where my secrets lie.
I give in to the night,
Cause i can't win this fight,
And as long as no one knows,
It'll all be alright.
