Love and Hate

I cant do this
the pains too much
the guy i love
must hate my guts

i cant believe
that this is true
i try to hide but i feel so blue

i looked at you
with tears in my eyes
i couldn't believe
you made me cry

but if this love
was ever real
then why is it
that your not here?

but life goes on
and so will i
I'll hate you till
the day i die

until you prove
the love you knew
was never fake
but only true