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by sammie Mar 21, 2006 category : Friendship, family / best friends
Stop the cutting the suicidal tendencies.... stop the pain the dreadfull homicide. The worry going deep of someone close to me she rarely ever sleeps this pain is growing, disturbingly. I cannot do anything powerless against her will tried everything nothing can cure her ill. She's turning to bone ash and skin she hates her life this one she's in. Her mind last night was such a fright, planning out just how she'd die. She grabs her razor and looks at her wrist slim bone and skin she cuts and twists. Her body week and her heart long gone these tragic events are now her song. She sings of happiness love and peril oblivious to the harm her life no longer sterile. As blood slowly forms a scab and her song begins to end you see the soul no longer within take flight out the morning window, gone with a sin. A sin unspoken yet very well known, she cant even see the beauty she's grown. As each day passes her beauty gleams i stear and wonder of how sad it seems. I know I'll loose her hopefully not soon but as the clock ticks away and soon chimes noon. Time is not able to control a gift of life this sister of mine this monstrous strife. I watch her take her every breath and wait for the worst and as each day she walks our the door i can't forget her hurt. I don't want to loose her but i know i will the matter at hand seems so unreal. ~Leah Imhoff