I have nothing let to say
it doesn't matter any ways
cause in a few hours there wont be a word out of my mouth
ill have no actions no thought
no breathes
just wait until I'm home alone this afternoon
just wait and see cause there will be blood
sliding down arms coming from my wrists
you all thought you understood why i wanted to go away and die
but you must not know cause if you knew you would have dont something to help me and not just sit there and watch
if only you could see me know
I'm tears
waiting till i have that knife in my hands
and slitting my wrist
you dint see that pain I'm living with
i cant go on anymore
i cant
its not possible
i just have to pray that no one calls and tries to stop me
and that it works or else ill be in that hospital room
my friend is in there still i cant be in there with her
so it will have to work
all i have left to say is
goodbye cruel world and good ridents
