Losing MY Will to Go on and on

Why do I feel like this
The days dragging on and on
The pain inside of me
Losing my will to go on and on

The one that means so much to me
Bringing me down and down
Those six friking pills in my room
My mind going down and down

I don't know what they are
But they're so yellow and yellow
I don't care what they are
They're just so yellow and yellow

My thoughts in my head
Always spinning round and round
I can't disappoint her
The arguments round and round