Childhood friend

I really do miss the thoughts of you
My unconditional love for you goes on like the months
Sometimes I hate you, because I knew I should have meant more to you than what you said I did
Not that your action showed differently
It was just that we knew each other for too long
For you just to move on
With out a hint of remorse
Crying for you would probably hurt my pride
And at this point of time
Pride should be the last thing on my mind
But you hit me with the unexpected
That I would never live without you
Because you would always be their
But your loyalty is no longer with me
But, I still find myself wanting you
My Childhood Friend